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2005-03-12 at 10:46 p.m.
I can't sleep, so I'm dreaming digitally. Insomnia is an interesting conversation piece.
So I'll start with a broad topic.
Let's talk about love.
A year ago, this messy issue of sex was about as appealing as committing hari-kari. It's moved up, since then, to getting dental work without painkillers.
All my relationships have existed in a vacuum. A one-way mirror.
Thank God my slightly creepy crush on M never came to anything. In retrospect, it turned me into a completely different person. I think some part of my mind was experimenting with love, and didn't let the rest of me know about it. The entire thing might have been my subconscious's idea of an elaborate practical joke without a punchline.
So that's how I'll explain away that embarassing crush.